Day 25

I went up to Mr. Miller today and apologized for my cuts, and he told me not to apologize for it and that it meant a lot to him that I trusted him enough to come to him for help. See, I met Miller two years ago; he was my sophomore Biology teacher and I enjoyed his class so much, and we to be kind of friends, if teachers and students can be friends. Anyway, he's just been there for me a lot and we have good history, so for us to have more good history makes me feel positive. I know that if I had any problems that Miller would always have my back and help me in whatever way he could.

Thanks again, Miller.

Today, my friend and I finished our Owl Pellet lab for Biology and it ended up with me having VERY sticking fingers! Mythology was kind of a drag, but Modern Lit. is a breeze so far. Mrs. Johnson loves talking about WW2 so much that we're watching Tora! Tora! Tora! in class so that we can get a better understanding of WWII. American Gov is pretty good so far, I like all the notes we're taking in class, though that sounds nerdy/weird.

Now, on to Choir. Here's the thing; I'm starting to hate choir right now. The music is getting  to me, especially with how religious it is and christian and all. Like I said before, I'm PAGAN, so to have to sing Jesus makes me feel insulted. If you're Christian having to sing a religion song and having to say Allah, I bet you might dislike it if you don't like Muslims (not hating here!). Also, please remember how I talked to my Choir teacher about how uncomfortable I was about saying this and she told me to just try to think of my Gods while I sing the world "Jesus". I don't know about you, but that is just wrong, disturbing, and confusing. Seriously? Jesus isn't even a part of my faith and I told you about it, yet you're still telling me to just go on? I'm kind of fed up about it. Actually, I'm really fed up about it. I told my parents that if worse comes to worse I'm going to quit Choir, something that I NEVER wanted nor want to do. I don't know, that's just me.