Day 82

I feel VERY confident about my Modern Lit and Biology test. Yeah, I studied until my brain was about to explode, but I feel like I really did well, though I don't doubt Ms. Johnson might find something to mark off just for the hell of it. Today I was very irritated by Ms. Hazard, because we sang Christmas carols around the school for ninety minutes. It was ridiculous, especially when I had to sing Tenor the entire time and Ashley (one of the vice-principals' daughter) decided she was going to lead us all around the school to sing when she only had six places picked out so we kept singing in the exact same spots.

Yes, a lot about our Christmas caroling irritated me. Not only was the timing wrong (finals week, seriously? why couldn't we have done it earlier in December?) but the carols weren't even fun, they weren't full of Christmas spirit and joy. The ones we sang last year were just that, and we walked and sang at the same time, but Ms. Hazard just had us stand in a spot and sing a song and then move, so my friend and I started singing fun Christmas carols and she told us to stop singing because we were disturbing classes. Let me tell you, I had the BEST bitch face on because we were already disturbing classes with our singing, and it was her fault that we were singing during the Finals week and that the carols were shitty. I promise you that I am usually fine with Christmas, I actually love Christmas, but when I have all of Christianity stuck down my throat like bad medicine that makes me spiteful towards it. I don't celebrate it for Christ, I celebrate it for joy and family. If Ms. Hazard makes my choir sing more Christian songs or anything to do about Jesus after I have told her several times of how uncomfortable I am of it, I will bring the issue directly to the principal. It's just I'm tired of being forced to do this when it's obvious I am way too uncomfortable with it.